Monday, October 7, 2013

Struggles

So, it has been about 1 month with some days since I had a cholecystectomy (gallbladder removal). Exactly one week after my surgery I started getting constipated. Today, it is actually so bad that I have pains and have been gaining weight. Don't get me wrong, I know very well that it's my fault for not visiting the doctor as soon as possible. But tomorrow I will go to her office early morning. I'll also take the results from my pelvic sonogram and blood tests.

Also, I seem to be relapsing into a depression. I just feel awful. Like useless, worthless, a failure. I am super stressed out due to my class of Community Nursing...which by the way I hate with a passion. The professor makes it a very tasteless class I suppose you can say. But yeah, my hair is falling out because of this. Or so I assume it's because of the stress and not a problem with my thyroid.

I'm trying so hard to calm down. To relax and think positive. I am doing exercises to distract my mind.

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